时常有人问我
I'm often asked...
是什么让我们与别人不同
...what is it that makes us different?
消防员和普通市民的区别是什么
What separates firefighters from ordinary citizens?
答案很简单
The answer is simple.
我们会去往别人不去的地方
We will go where others will not.
今天 我们给洛杉矶消防局的这些成员授予荣誉
Today, we honor those members of the LAFD
以表彰他们在今年三月的
who acted so courageously
海神蓝游轮灾难中的英勇表现
during the Oceanus Blue cruise ship disaster last March.
代理队长 亨丽埃塔·威尔逊
Acting captain, Henrietta Wilson.
消防员 霍华德·韩
Firefighter Howard Han.
消防飞行员 托马斯·基纳德
Firefighter pilot Thomas Kinard.
消防员 埃文·巴克利
Firefighter Evan Buckley.
以及消防员 埃德蒙多·迪亚兹
And firefighter Edmundo Diaz.
没有他们独特的坚韧和无私的品质
Without their singular tenacity and selflessness,
以及无与伦比的技巧与团队精神
and unmatched skill and teamwork,
会有更多的人因灾难丧命
so many more lives would've been lost.
消防员们 我谨代表洛杉矶市
Firefighters, on behalf of the Los Angeles Fire Department
洛杉矶消防局 向你们致谢
of the City of Los Angeles, we thank you.
但我们还没有结束
But we're not quite done.
此次行动展示的团队合作
The quality of teamwork displayed here
不仅是每一位成员的奉献精神的反映
is a reflection not only of each individual's dedication,
还是罗伯特·纳什队长的出色领导的体现
but the leadership of Captain Robert Nash.
纳什队长
Captain Nash,
以表彰你杰出的奉献和领导能力
for your record of outstanding service and leadership,
无论是在制服内外
in and out of uniform,
洛杉矶消防局授予你
the Los Angeles Fire Department would like to honor you
这枚英勇勋章
with this Medal of Valor.
队长
Captain.
不如我就先拿着吧
Oh, uh, how about if I just hang on to it?
这不是他们第一次把我从泥潭[酒]里拉出来了
This isn't the first time these people have pulled me out of the drink.
从很多方面上来讲
In more ways than one.
不知道为什么我应该为此得到奖章
Not sure why I deserve a medal for it.
在我看来
In my opinion,
这前五个奖章发对了
you got it right the first five times.
天 你说离不离谱
Man, isn't it crazy?
我们当初还以为会被开除呢
We thought we were gonna get fired.
结果 我们都得到了勋章
And instead, we all got medals.
-趁它还在 好好享受吧 -这是我的座右铭
-Enjoy it while it lasts. -That's my motto.
拉维 你知道你不用把自助餐上每一样东西
Hey, Ravi, you know you don't have to eat everything
都吃一遍 对吧?
at the buffet, right?
不然我为什么要在休息日来这里?
Why else would I be here on my day off?
就是他吗
So, that's him, huh?
你们的旧队长
That's your old Cap?
是的 那是杰拉德
Yeah, that's Gerard.
听你们谈论他的方式 我还以为他已经死了
The way you guys talk about him, I assumed he was dead.
只死在我们心里
Only in our hearts.
基纳德 我以为你从消防站调走了呢
Kinard. I thought you transferred out of here.
五年前
Five years ago.
从那之后我就一直待在海港
I've been at Harbor Station ever since.
没错 我听说你长翅膀了
[双关 指飞行员和对男同的蔑称"仙子"]
That's right, I heard you got your wings.
很高兴看到你一点都没变 队长
You know, it's good to see you haven't changed at all, Cap.
很高兴看到你没有忘记你的训练 韩
It's good to see you didn't forget your training, Han.
这些地板又漂亮又闪亮
These floors are nice and shiny.
你教我教得好啊
You taught me right.
Whenever I see some filth, I think of you.
每次我看到有脏东西都会想起你
哦 谢谢
Oh. Thank you.
你的勋章呢?
Okay, so where's your award?
我等着我的
Oh, I'm just waiting
游轮退款支票寄过来就够了
on my refund check from the cruise line.
What do you think that's about?
你觉得那是怎么回事
I have no idea.
我不知道
消防员威尔逊?
Firefighter Wilson?
我只是想来亲自祝贺你一下
I just wanted to congratulate you personally.
奥莉维亚·欧缇兹
Olivia Ortiz.
议员欧缇兹
Councilwoman Ortiz.
是我
That's right.
对你儿子的事 我很遗憾 女士
I am so sorry for your loss, ma'am.
谢谢
Thank you.
你一定为你的英雄妻子感到非常骄傲吧
You must be very proud of your hero wife.
是的
I am.
真可惜她的英雄行为没有延申到我儿子身上
Sadly, her heroics didn't extend to my son.
妈妈 我们能再吃点蛋糕吗
Mama, can we have some more cake?
这两个是你们的孩子吗
Are these your children?
这是丹尼和玛拉
This is, uh, Denny and Mara.
我听说你只有一个儿子
Mm. I was told you only had a son.
玛拉就要成为我的新妹妹了
Mara's about to become my new sister.
-是吗 -她们要收养我
-Oh. -They're adopting me.
真可爱
Oh, that's adorable.
你知道吗 孩子真是上帝的恩赐
You know, children are such a blessing.
好好享受这一刻吧
Enjoy your moment.
别吃太多蛋糕了
Not too much cake.
你的名字真的应该也写在上面
You know, your name should really be on this, too.
我请求他们把你也包括进来 但是...
I asked them to include you, but...
Except I'm not actually a firefighter.
但是 我不是消防员
这就是你和辛普森局长争论的内容?
Is that what you and Chief Simpson were arguing about?
其实不算是争论
Wasn't really an argument.
他是在说服我放弃一件事
He was trying to talk me out of something
但他意识到不可能 所以他最终接受了
and he realized he couldn't, so he just finally accepted it.
接受什么?
Accepted what?
我的辞呈
My resignation.
紧急呼救 s07e09 Ashes, Ashes
我不明白你为什么不跟我说这件事
I don't understand why you wouldn't talk to me about this.
我只是要退休
I'm just retiring.
这事总有一天要发生的
This had to happen at some point.
你和我一样清楚
And you know as well as I do
没有人能永远做这份工作
that no one can do this job forever.
我还以为我们至少会尝试一下呢
Well, I sure as hell thought we were gonna try.
但我累了 不想再尝试了
Well, I'm tired of trying.
今晚就累得要命
Tonight was exhausting.
辛普森局长让我们一个个站在那儿对着镜头
Chief Simpson having us trot out there to perform
展示演出 跟一群训练有素的小海豹似的
for the cameras like a bunch of trained seals.
我们站在那里微笑 每个人都认为我们是英雄
We stand there and smile and everybody thinks we're heroes.
你就是
You are.
我不是
I'm not.
听着
Look...
我知道你最近压力很大
I know that you're under a lot of pressure.
我理解你需要休息一下
And I get needing to take a break
或者甚至想要远离这一切
or maybe even wanting to walk away from it all,
但我担心你现在没有考虑清楚
but I'm worried that you're not thinking clearly.
我是说 考虑到你所经历的一切
I mean, given everything that you've been through...
哦 你是指宇宙突然决定
Oh, you mean the universe deciding
把一个我最大失败的
to drop a living reminder
活生生的提醒丢在我家门口吗
of my greatest failure on my doorstep?
-那是挺让人压力大的 -你救了那个人的命
-Yeah, that's a lot. -You saved that man's life.
那也没造成多大区别
It didn't make any difference.
听着 如果这是你需要的 我会支持你
Look, if this is what you need, I will support it.
对不起 我没有早点告诉你
I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier.
没关系 你只是让我很惊讶
That's okay. You just surprised me.
你也知道我有多不喜欢惊讶
And you know how I feel about surprises.
不管怎样 你不是唯一一个
Well, for what it's worth, you're not alone.
辛普森局长也很惊讶
Chief Simpson was pretty surprised, too,
他的明星队长在这么个活动上辞职
having his star captain resign at an event
在授予他的明星消防队荣誉的活动上
that was supposed to honor his star firehouse.
他让我不要告诉任何人
He asked me not to tell anybody about it
直到他想出怎么修饰这件事
until he figures out how he wants to spin it.
我得去换衣服
Look, I got to get out of this.
你真的确定吗
And you're really sure about this?
离开118队
Walking away from the 118?
我没有更多可以付出的了
I don't have anything more to give.
你想出来了吗
Have you figured it out yet?
想出来什么?
Figured what out?
为什么我看上去这么眼熟
Why I seem so familiar to you.
我不知道你什么意思
I don't know what you mean.
得了吧
Come on.
每次你以为我没在看的时候
Every time you think I'm not looking,
你都在盯着我看
you're looking.
我有吗
Am I?
快要把你逼疯了 是不是
It's driving you nuts, isn't it?
我演过一个电视剧叫无效体制
I was on a TV show called Failed System.
你演过电视剧
You were on a TV show.
主要角色
Series regular.
大电视台下的剧 讲的是一个年轻的律师团队
Big network show about a young team of lawyers
努力为被冤枉入狱的人们洗清罪名的故事
who fight to get the wrongly accused out of prison.
哇 你是电视明星啊
Wow, a TV star.
算不上
Hardly.
这剧一共只有十三集
That show lasted exactly 13 episodes.
不 他们只播了七集
Well, seven. That's all they aired.
然后就被砍了
Then it got cancelled.
但是偶尔会有人
But every once in a while,
像你这样看着我
someone gets that same look you have.
就好像他们在哪里见过我
Like... they know me from someplace.
也许是这样
Well, maybe that's it, then.
或者也许我只是喜欢看着你
Or maybe I just like looking at you.
那你为什么还没吻过我呢
Then why haven't you tried to kiss me?
我不知道你想让我吻你
I didn't know you wanted me to.
不是
Mm, no.
不是因为这个
That's not it.
我觉得是有别的原因
I think it's something else.
我觉得你对于让别人
I think you're very careful
进入你的生活这件事很谨慎
about letting people into your life.
不是因为你心碎过
And not because you've been hurt.
我是说 谁没心碎过呢
I mean, who hasn't been?
我觉得你很谨慎 是因为...
I think you're cautious because...
你认为没有人能够承受你所能献出的全部
...you have more to give than you think anyone can take.
听起来你也在仔细看啊
Sounds like you've been looking, too.
嘿 我收到信息
Hey, I got a message
说我的一个病人有紧急情况?
about an emergency with one of my patients?
凯西先生
Mr. Casey?
抱歉 等一下 我正在处理...
Hey, sorry, just one second, I'm dealing with--
病人的紧急情况 我知道
A patient emergency, I know.
是我让他们打给你的
I'm the one who asked them to call you.
你是纳什队长的妻子
You're Captain Nash's wife.
我很抱歉 我只是想跟你谈谈
I'm sorry, I just needed to talk to you.
所以你就欺骗我的同事 伪造紧急情况?
So you lied to my coworkers and faked an emergency?
我没有欺骗任何人
I didn't lie about anything.
我认为我的丈夫有危险
I think my husband is in trouble.
而你可能是唯一能帮我救他的人
And you may be the only person who can help me save him.
所以他从没告诉过你他想辞职?
So he never told you he was thinking about quitting?
没有 但说实话 我觉得他也没好好想过
No, but honestly, I don't think he did think about it.
感觉像一时冲动的决定
I mean, it felt impulsive.
不得不承认 我不是很了解你丈夫
Well, admittedly, I don't know your husband very well,
但纳什看起来不像是冲动型的人
but Nash doesn't seem like the impulsive type.
通常来说 他不是
Well, normally, he isn't.
不过话说回来
But then again,
通常他也不会一个人开车到沙漠中央
normally he wouldn't drive alone into the middle of a desert
就为了和一个不想跟他说话的人
to have a conversation with a man
来一场谈话
who doesn't want to talk to him.
好吧 说的也是
Okay, that's fair.
我知道
I realize that...
这听上去可能很离谱
this probably sounds crazy.
一个闲的没事干的傻妻子在这瞎担心
A silly wife with too much time on her hands.
不 我不会用这些词来形容你的
No, those aren't words I would use to describe you.
但是
But...
你会不会确实是想多了
is there a chance you're reading into it too much?
干我这一行必须学会的第一件事
The one thing that you have to learn in my line of work
就是如何读懂别人
is how to read people.
注意到人们的说话内容和行为举止
It's easy to get caught up in what they're saying
非常容易
and how they're moving.
但更容易的是
And really easy to miss
错过迹象而忽视了表面之下的真相
what's really going on under the surface.
如果你知道你要找什么
If you know what to look for,
有那么一刻
there's this moment
你可以看到他们下定了决心
and you can see them when they decide
认为他们没有什么好失去的了
they have nothing left to lose.
他们脸上闪过了那个表情
It just ripples across their face.
而你认为你在你丈夫脸上看到了那种表情
And you think you see that look on your husband's face?
多年来 巴比一直在
For years, Bobby has been walking...
钢丝上行走
this tightrope.
尝试拥抱当下
Trying to embrace the life
他所拥有的生活
that he has now while...
同时悼念着过去的生活
honoring the one that he left behind.
他维持着这种微妙的平衡
And it was a delicate balance.
直到你的出现将其打乱
Your arrival in his life has upset that equilibrium.
他堕落了 凯西先生
He's fallen, Mr. Casey.
而我需要你帮他找到
And I need you to help him find his way
重回坚实地面的路
back to solid ground.
好了 把云梯架到二楼那边
All right, get me a ladder up to that second floor!
你看上去很迷茫
You look lost.
这堆收养文件有点让人喘不过气来
This adoption paperwork is kind of overwhelming.
你不是说领养听证会只是走个过场吗
I thought you said the adoption hearing was just a formality.
你了解我的 永远做好最坏的打算
You know me, prepare for the worst.
洛杉矶消防局的整本手册概括起来也就这句话
I think that's pretty much the entire LAFD handbook.
你可以的
You got this.
玛拉经历了太多
Mara's been through so much.
我只是想让她知道
I just want her to know
她终于又成为一个家庭的一员了
she finally is a part of a family again.
你只要用欢迎我融入这个家庭的方式
You just welcome her into your family the way
来欢迎她就可以了 她会没事的
you welcomed me into this one, and she'll be fine.
就是别忘了
Just don't forget.
你不止有玛拉和丹尼这两个孩子要养
Mara and Denny aren't the only kids you're raising,
亨妈妈
Mother Hen.
等一下 拉维 为什么要把水管全叠进去
Hold on. All right, Ravi, why do we fold these to the edge?
-规定是这样的 -没错 但是
-It's protocol. -That's right, but
如果你留一个圈出来 像这样把胳膊伸进去
if you leave a loop and stick your arm through like so,
拿起来会更快些
makes for a faster carry.
就是这样 拉维
That's it, Ravi.
加快速度 上楼梯
Double time, up the stairwell.
到二楼去 快
Second floor, let's go, go, go, go!
-准备完毕 -好
-All set. -All right.
-你打算做什么菜? -不是我做
-What, uh, what are you making? -Not me.
你来
You.
什么
Wha--Uh...
今晚你是主厨 让我们见识一下你的技术
You're the chef tonight. Let's see what you got.
调度中心 我还需要额外四个救援小组
Dispatch, I need an additional four rescue units
和四个行动小组 快走
and four task force units, let's go!
埃迪 我在翻东西的时候
Eddie, I was going through some things,
发现了这个 让我想起了你
and I found this. Made me think of you.
拿好了
Just hang onto it.
天主教祈祷书
可能会派上用场
It might come in handy.
真不敢相信你又让他做饭了
I can't believe you're letting him cook again.
他越来越擅长了
Well, he's gotten so good at it.
他有个好老师
Well, he had a good teacher.
好了 他们出来了
All right, they're coming out now.
我的工作完成了
My work here is done.
嘿 队长
Uh, hey, Cap.
这次轮班你表现得很出色
You were really on your game this shift.
我说的不止是你的厨艺
And I'm not just talking about your cooking.
呃 哇
Uh, wow, uh...
谢谢
thanks.
嗯
Yeah.
巴克 这话我说得不够多
Buck, I don't say this often enough.
但你走过了很长一段路
You've come a really long way.
你已经不是七年前
You're not the same impulsive hothead
走进这扇门的那个冲动鲁莽的人了
who walked through those doors seven years ago.
哇 真的有那么久了吗
Wow, has it, uh, has it really been that long?
是的
It has.
那就再敬下一个七年
Well, here's to seven more.
是啊
Yeah.
你要去见汤米吗
You going to see Tommy?
听着 呃...
Listen, uh...
我知道我们还没有真正谈论过他
I kn--I know we haven't really talked about him.
有什么需要谈的吗
Well, what's there to talk about?
汤米是个好人 他对你有好处
Tommy's good people, he's good for you.
你怎么能确定?
How do you know that?
因为还没有到需要我们谈论的地步
'Cause we haven't had to talk about it.
晚安 巴克
Good night, Buck.
嘿 呃
Oh, uh, hey, uh...
-队长 -怎么了
-Cap? -Yeah?
谢谢你
Thanks.
你知道的
You know...
为你所做的一切
for everything.
我很荣幸 孩子
It's been my pleasure, kid.
嘿 你有什么事吗
Hey, can I help you?
嗨 是的 嗯...
Hi, yeah, um...
我在找埃迪·迪亚兹
I'm looking for Eddie Diaz?
抱歉 这里是118队的
Sorry, this is the 118
消防站 对吧?
fire station, right?
是 是的
Uh, yes, yes.
呃 你说
Uh, you-you said
-你在找埃迪? -对
-you were looking for Eddie? -Yeah.
我做了布朗尼
I made brownies.
不好意思
I-I'm sorry.
你说你是谁来着?
Who-who did you say you were?
我是金
I'm Kim.
金
Kim.
你知道吗 你其实刚好错过他了
You know, you-you actually just missed him.
该死
Well, shoot.
看来我应该先打个电话的
Guess I should've called first.
你可以帮我把这个给他吗?
Would you mind giving him these for me?
呃 可以
Uh, yeah.
告诉他盘子等我下次见他时还给我就行
Tell him I'll just get the dish back next time I see him.
没问题
Sure.
谢谢
Thanks.
这地方亲眼看上去
Place looks bigger in person
比视频通话里要大啊
than it does on FaceTime.
拜
Bye.
嘿
Hey.
呃 嘿
Uh, hey.
我能进来吗
Uh... can I come in?
当然了
Of course.
你为什么在我家后门鬼鬼祟祟的
Why are you skulking around my back door?
我只是不确定会有谁在家
Well, I just, I wasn't sure who would be here.
克里斯在他房间里
Well, Chris is in his room.
我们刚吃完晚饭
We just had dinner.
好的 玛莉索她不在 是吧?
Okay, but Marisol, she's not, right?
不在
No.
你怎么表现得这么奇怪
Why are you acting so weird?
布朗尼里掺东西了?
Something in those brownies?
呃 这可能是个好问题
Uh, that's maybe a good question.
我不知道
Um... I don't know.
巴克 怎么了?
Buck, what's going on?
你还记得
Uh, you remember
香农来消防站给圣诞玩具募捐活动
when Shannon brought a donation to the Christmas toy drive
捐赠那次吗 那挺 呃
at the firehouse and that was, uh,
挺令人惊讶的 对吧?
that was kind of surprising, right?
你怎么想起这事了
What made you think of that?
这个更令人惊讶
This was more surprising.
埃迪 金是谁?
Eddie, who-who's Kim?
她去消防站了?
She came by the firehouse?
是的
She did.
她带了点心过来
Uh, she brought some baked goods
她是来找你的 埃迪
and she wanted to see you, Eddie.
而且她听上去像是你的女朋友
And she-she kind of made it seem like she was your girlfriend.
她不是我女朋友
She's not my girlfriend.
玛莉索是我女朋友
Marisol's my girlfriend.
金只是...
Kim's just...
一个朋友
a friend.
只是一个朋友
Just a-a friend
长得跟你已故的妻子一模一样
who's a dead ringer for your late wife?
对
Yeah.
这是发生什么事了?
What's going on here?
没事
Nothing.
什么事也没有
Nothing's going on.
我们几个星期前在海滨长廊遇见她的
We met a couple weeks ago when we were at the Promenade.
-我们? -对 我 玛莉索还有克里斯托弗
-We? -Yeah, me and Marisol and Christopher.
那好 很好 他们见过她了?
Okay, great, they-they've met her?
没有
No.
我是说 我看到了她
I mean, I s... I saw her.
然后...没错
And... yeah.
她长得很像香农
She looks a lot like Shannon.
所以我折回去找她了
So I went back.
结果她人还挺好的 所以
Turns out, she's a really nice person, so...
我们建立起了某种友谊 就是这样
Uh, we struck up a kind of friendship, that's it.
你是指你在和她约会
You, uh, you mean you're seeing her.
我们一起出去玩过几次
We've hung out a few times.
好吗 又不是说我们在偷情什么的
Okay? It's not like we're having an affair.
什么都没发生过
Nothing's happened.
你们没上过床
You haven't had sex.
没错 这也不是我想从她那里得到的
Exactly. It's not even what I want from her.
好吧 那你想要什么?
Okay, so what do you want?
我...
I...
不知道
don't know.
这个可怜的女人知道
Does this poor woman know
她是你死去妻子的复制品吗
that she is a carbon copy of your dead wife?
我还没提起过
Hasn't really come up.
我很担心你
I'm worried about you.
是啊
Yeah.
我也担心我自己
I'm worried about me, too.
好了 谁想要甜点?
Okay. Who wants dessert?
我这里有一些新鲜烘焙出的巧克力豆曲奇
I got some freshly baked chocolate-chip cookies.
他什么时候开始"新鲜烘焙"了?
Since when does he freshly bake?
更像是"新鲜加热"吧
More like "freshly reheated."
真正的烘焙发生在第三大道的新市场里
The actual baking happened at that new market on Third.
我打开了烤箱 这也算数
Turned on an oven. That still counts.
我能拿两个吗
Can I have two?
留一个过会儿吃
One for later?
不 你不能
Uh, no, you cannot.
十分钟后到厨房里见我
Meet me in the kitchen in ten minutes.
我听到了
I heard that.
凯伦有着异常敏锐的听力
Karen has preternaturally sharp hearing.
什么都能听到
Hears everything.
我能再来一块饼干吗?
Can I have another cookie, please?
当然可以 亲爱的
Of course, sweetheart.
真好 现在他们成同谋了
Great, now they're coconspirators.
不如说是兄妹吧
Aw, more like siblings.
真不敢相信她好转了多少
I can't believe how great she's doing.
我认为见到她的弟弟是关键原因
I-I think seeing her little brother was the key.
我终于觉得她信任我们
You know, I finally feel like she trusts us and
并且想成为我们家庭的一员了
she wants to be part of our family.
是我的 不好意思
Oh, that's me. Sorry.
队长 昨天
Cap, yesterday,
挺让我惊讶的 他看上去不一样了
he surprised me. He seemed different.
什么意思 他昨天心情很好
What do you mean? He was in a great mood.
是啊 心情有点太好了
Yeah, maybe too great of a mood.
尤其是在他在仪式上说了那些话之后
Especially after what he said at the ceremony.
我觉得他有点不对劲
I feel like something's going on with him.
我问过阿西娜了
I asked Athena about it.
她说没有什么好担心的
She said there was nothing to worry about?
-但是? -她看上去很担心
-But...? -She seemed worried.
-担心什么? -亨
-About what? -Hen?
是迪尔德丽打来的
T-That was Deidre. Uh...
呃
Uh...
我们的领养听证会取消了
Our adoption hearing was canceled.
我们周三不用去见法官了
We're not going before the judge on Wednesday.
怎么了
Well, what happened?
-他们重新安排时间了吗 -不是
-They're rescheduling it? -No.
不是 整件事完全取消了
No, it's... it's off the docket completely.
显然 法官对我们的申请有些顾虑
Apparently, the judge has some concerns about our petition.
我以为听证会只是走个形式
Well, I thought this hearing was just a formality.
本来应该是的
It was supposed to be.
但是迪尔德丽说
But what Deidre said,
她从来没见过这种事
that she's never seen this happen before.
她认为...
She thinks that...
肯定有人跟法官谈过了
well, someone must have talked to the judge,
但她不知道是谁
but she doesn't know who.
我可清楚是谁了
I know exactly who.
-你还好吗 -我...
-Are you okay? -I...
我是说 如果我不知道的话 我也会说这就是我
I mean, if I didn't know better, even I'd say this was me.
是啊 你的声音都跟她一样
Yeah. You even sound like her.
但我不是她
But I'm not her.
我知道
I know.
她去世了?
She died?
大约五年前 是的
Almost five years ago, yeah.
这是你儿子
And this is your son?
对
Yeah.
那是克里斯托弗
That's Christopher.
我是说 呃...
You know, I mean, um...
我脑子现在有点乱 但是
My mind's kind of blown here, but, um...
我想现在我知道你为什么要保持距离了
I guess now I know why you've kept things at a distance.
这对你不公平
Which was not fair to you.
所以我把你叫过来 我必须坦白 我...
That's why I brought you here. I had to come clean, I...
还有告诉你我有多抱歉
And tell you how incredibly sorry I am.
我早该知道你好得不真实
I should have known you were too good to be true.
我真的很喜欢你
I really liked you.
我也喜欢你
I liked you, too.
你怎么能确定?
How can you know that?
我是说 你是一直跟我在一起
I mean, have you been spending time with me?
还是跟她?
Or with her?
我想也是
That's what I thought.
我没意识到我有多想她
I didn't realize how much I missed her.
直到我看见了你
Then I saw you.
有那么一瞬间 我甚至以为...
And for a moment, I even thought...
她回来了?
She'd come back?
嗯
Yeah.
不是真的回来 只是...
I mean, not really, uh, just...
感觉像是她回来了
...felt like she had.
我从没想过要欺骗你
I never meant to lead you on.
但你这么做了
But you did.
我猜她是你的一生挚爱
I guess she was the love of your life.
我想她是
I think she was.
是吧
Yeah.
虽然我不确定我当时是否知道
Though I'm not sure I knew at the time.
香农和我 我们分开的时间比在一起的时间还多
Shannon and I, we were apart more than we were together
在我们的婚姻里
for most of our marriage.
我去参军时 她在家
I was in the military and she was at home,
在德州照顾我们的儿子
in Texas, looking after our son.
等我回来的时候 我们...
When I came back, we...
试过了
...tried.
但是很艰难
But it was difficult.
然后她走了
Then she left.
然后她回来了
Then she came back.
然后她永远地走了
And then she was gone.
听起来你们之间还有些未尽之事
Well, it sounds like you two had some unfinished business.
是啊
Yeah.
我从来没有说出我想说的话
Never did get to say all the things I wanted to say.
或是听到所有我需要听到的话吧
Or hear all the things I needed to hear, I guess.
我很抱歉我不是她
I'm sorry I'm not her.
再见 埃迪
Bye, Eddie.
-我送你回家吧 -不用
-Let me take you home? -No.
我没事的
I'm okay.
-谢谢你能来 -不客气
-Thanks for coming. -Sure.
巴比还没到 但他应该快到家了
Bobby isn't here yet, but he should be home soon.
-你家真漂亮 -谢谢
-You have a beautiful home. -Thank you.
你想在我们等的时候喝杯咖啡吗
Would you like a coffee while we wait?
那太好了 谢谢
That'd be nice. Thank you.
-你在这里住了多久了? -让我想想
-How long have you lived here? -Let's see,
我和迈克尔搬进来的时候梅还是个婴儿
well, May was a baby when Michael and I moved in
哈利还没出生 所以快二十年了
and Harry wasn't even born yet, so almost 20 years.
迈克尔是我的第一任丈夫
Um, Michael was my first husband.
他现在...
And he is...
和他的丈夫在佛罗里达幸福地生活着
Living happily in Florida with hishusband.
我真的很感激你这么做
I really appreciate your doing this.
说实话 我不知道我要做什么
Well, honestly, I don't know what it is I'm doing.
我从来不擅长鼓励别人
Pep talks have never been my thing.
巴比通常不是那种需要鼓励的人
Bobby is not normally someone who needs them.
事实上 通常都是他鼓励别人
Truth is, he's usually the one who gives them.
不禁让我想知道 这么多年来
Can't help but wonder if, all these years,
这是不是一种防御机制
it's been a defense mechanism.
总是把注意力放在别人的问题上
Always focusing on someone else's problems
这样更容易忽略自己的问题
makes it easier to ignore your own.
所以 孩子们
So, the kids.
-我猜是你和你前夫的吧? -哦 是的
-Yours and your ex's, I assume? -Oh, yeah.
我是说 他们真的很爱巴比
I mean, they've come to really love Bobby.
他是个幸运的男人
Well, he is a lucky man.
看来他找到了自己的幸福生活
Looks like he's found a great life for himself.
我做不到
I can't do this.
我希望你和纳什队长一切顺利 真的
I wish you and Captain Nash the best. I truly do.
但我不会成为这个人的支柱
But I will not be the prop that keeps this man afloat.
等等 求你了
Wait. Please.
阿米尔 你在这里做什么?
Amir, what are you doing here?
你真的想做出弥补是吗
You really want to make amends?
那就让你和你的妻子离我远点
You and your wife need to stay the hell away from me.
这是怎么回事?
What the hell was that?
-你在想什么? -巴比
-What were you thinking? -Bobby--
你知道他经历了什么 也知道我让他经历了什么
You know what he's been through, and what I put him through.
你不觉得让他给我一个肩膀来靠着哭
You don't think that asking him to provide a shoulder for me
是不是有点要求太多了?
to cry on is expecting a little too much?
你不跟我说 所以我想也许你会跟他说
You won't talk to me, so I thought maybe you'd talk to him.
你想让我跟他说什么?
Well, what do you expect me to say to him?
你到底为什么辞职 巴比
Why did you really quit your job, Bobby?
我告诉过你 我累了 我觉得自己像个骗子
I told you, I'm tired and I'm--I feel like a fraud
我需要休息一下
and I need a break.
别再骗我了
Stop lying to me.
你知道吗
Y-You know,
我一直都清楚你心里有一部分
I always knew that there was a part of you
是我永远无法触及的
that I could never touch.
失去家人的痛苦
That pain of losing your family.
我可以想象那是什么感觉
I could imagine what it must be like,
但我永远也做不到真正了解
but I can never really understand it.
我能做到的就是爱你
The best that I could do was to love you
希望这足以让你留在这里
and hope that that was enough to keep you here.
我哪里也不去
I'm not going anywhere.
是吗 你几乎不睡觉 还辞了工作
You're not? You barely sleep, you quit your job.
你和身边的人一个个道别
You're making the rounds to say your goodbyes.
感觉有点像...
Feels a little like...
你在安排你身后的事
that you're getting your affairs in order.
不 我绝不会的
No, no, no, I would never.
你曾经站在过一栋楼的边缘
You once stood on the ledge of a building
准备好向前踏一步和你死去的家人团聚
and you were ready to step off to join your dead family.
阿西娜 那是很久以前的事了 我被下了迷幻药[S2E06]
Athena, that was a long time ago and I was dosed on LSD.
我当时也是这么告诉自己的
And that's what I told myself at the time.
我每次都这么告诉自己
And that's what I tell myself
当你陷入黑暗的时候
every time you go to a dark place.
但我还记得那个表情
But I still remember that look.
你现在又站在一栋楼的边缘了 巴比
And you're standing on the ledge of a building again, Bobby.
我不应该还在这里
I'm not supposed to be here.
我应该死在那场火里的
I should've died in that fire.
但你没有
But you didn't.
我计划过修正这个错误
I made a plan to fix that.
我有一个本子 上面标了148行
I kept this book with 148 lines in it.
每次我救下一个人 我都要把名字写在后面
Every time I saved a life, I filled in the line.
拯救一条生命以偿还失去的一条生命
One life saved to repay one life lost.
然后呢
And what then?
等你救完了第148个人之后
After you've saved the 148?
我就不该再留在这里了
I'm not supposed to be here.
那个本子现在在哪
And where is that book now?
我们第一次约会那晚 我把它扔进垃圾桶了
I threw it in the trash on the night of our first date.
这么久了 你都没告诉过我?
All this time and you never told me that?
我不想让这些事情影响到你
I didn't want any of this to touch you.
晚了
Too late.
该死
Damn it.
嘿 你不能进去
Hey, you can't go in there.
消防员威尔逊
Firefighter Wilson.
我没在今天的日程表上看到你
I didn't see you in my calendar today.
这是洛杉矶消防局的官方访问吗
Is this an official LAFD visit?
没事的 让我们单独谈会儿
It's okay. Give us a minute, please.
好了 说你想说的吧
Okay. Say your piece.
听着 我真的 真的很遗憾你失去了至亲
Look, I am truly, truly sorry for your loss.
但这不能给你权利
But that does not give you the right
来把一个小女孩当做棋子
to use a little girl as a pawn
用在你对我的复仇计划上
in your revenge scheme against me.
我只是想帮助那个女孩
I'm just trying to help that little girl.
你觉得让她失去一个温馨的家庭
Y-You think depriving her of a loving family,
和一个安全的家 是帮助吗?
and a safe home, is-is helping?
你对自己评价很高
You think very highly of yourself,
是吧 消防员威尔逊?
don't you, Firefighter Wilson?
那是什么意思?
What does that even mean?
我知道你在治疗我儿子的时候犯了个无心之过
I know you made an honest mistake when treating my son.
或者我应该说"不治疗"他
I guess I should say not treating him.
当我让我的人仔细查看你的记录时
When I had my people look more closely in your records,
我发现了一个令人不安的模式
I find a disturbing pattern.
你到底在说什么?
What the hell are you talking about?
一年前
A year ago...
一个男人死在了幸福研讨会上[S6E02]
...a man died at a happiness convention?
他的家人说你推迟了救援行动导致了他的死亡
His family claims you delayed the extrication and he died
在现场
on the scene.
当时我必须做出选择
I-I had to make a-a choice.
身份确认错误的啦啦队员[S5E04]
Misidentified cheerleaders.
银行金库中发生的可疑事件[S2E15]
A suspicious incident in a bank vault.
外勤中令人质疑的程序
Questionable procedures in the field.
我是说 你真的把手伸进了
I mean, did you really put your hands
一个男人的胸腔里?[S3E16]
inside a man's chest cavity?
我从来只是在尽全力拯救生命
I've only ever done my best to save lives.
艾芙琳·费舍尔 17岁
Evelyn Fischer, 17 years old,
在前往交响乐团音乐会的路上
on her way to a concert at the Philharmonic.
她被救护车撞死了
She was struck and killed by an ambulance
你开的车[S3E08]
driven by you.
你真的不在乎你正在造成的痛苦
You really don't care about the pain that you're causing.
别跟我说什么痛苦
Do not talk to me about pain.
我想你应该接这个电话
I think you might want to take that call.
凯伦
Karen.
怎么了?
What's wrong?
我不想走
I don't want to go.
玛拉 会没事的
Mara, it's going to be okay.
-不 我不想走 -会没事的
-No, I don't want to go. -It's gonna be okay.
这真的让她很不安
This is just really upsetting for her.
能先给我们一点时间吗
Could we just take a beat, maybe?
等等 先等一下
Just hang on, hang on a minute.
你联系迪尔德丽了吗
Did you get in touch with Deidre?
她说她无能为力了
She said there's nothing she can do.
他们吊销了我们的寄养资格证 亨
They revoked our foster license, Hen.
我们甚至都没有听证会
We didn't even have a hearing.
来吧 我们走
Come on, let's go.
-别碰我妹妹 -丹尼 别
-Don't touch my sister. -Denny, no.
别让事情变得更糟
Don't make this any worse.
妈 你不能让他们带走她
Mom, you can't let them take her.
求你了
Please.
肯定有更好的方式来做这件事
There's got to be a better way that we can do this.
你吓到孩子们了
You're scaring the kids.
抱歉 我们必须带她走
I'm sorry, we have to take her.
但我想留在这里
But I want to stay here.
我们本该成为一家人
We were supposed to be a family.
就 给我们一点时间吧
Just... just give us a minute.
求你了?
Please?
我们还是一家人
W-We are still a family.
即使我们不在同一个屋檐下
Even though we're not under the same roof.
好吗?
Okay?
你是我们的女儿
You are our daughter.
我们爱你
And we love you.
千万别忘记了
Don't you ever forget that.
来吧 玛拉
Come on, Mara.
嗨
Hi.
你来这里干什么
What--What are you doing here?
你一个人在家 对吗
You are alone, aren't you?
是的
Y-Yeah.
我感觉我们没有说出一切...
I don't feel like we said everything we...
我们需要说的话
needed to say.
金 你在干什么?
Kim, what are you doing?
金是谁?
Who's Kim?
天啊 你真的看上去和她一模一样
Oh, God, you really do look just like her.
和谁一样?
Like who?
和香农一样
Like Shannon.
也许我就是她
Maybe I am.
-金... -也许你有话要说
-Kim... -And maybe there are things you need to say.
那些你从来没有机会说出的话
Things that you never got the chance to say.
说给我听吧
Let me hear them.
我真的很感激你想做的...
I really appreciate what you're trying to do--
我们在一起的时间太短了
Our time together was too short.
埃迪 我们分开的时间比在一起的时间还多
Eddie, we were apart more than we were together.
求你别说了
Please stop.
说出你需要说的话吧
Just say what you need to say.
-我做不到 -你必须这么做
-I can't do this. -You have to.
你必须放下我
You have to let me go.
我不想
I don't want to.
说出来吧 宝贝
Just let it out, baby.
因为我就在这里
Because I am right here.
不 你不在
No, you're not.
你离开了我
You left me...
香农
...Shannon.
为什么?
Why?
我以为你爱我
I thought you loved me.
我确实爱你
I did.
我现在还是
I do.
但不够吗
But not enough?
不够你留下来吗
Not enough to stay?
克里斯托弗得到了一封信
Christopher got a letter.
你至少试着跟他解释了
You at least tried to explain it to him.
那我呢 我的信呢?
What about me? Where was my letter?
我只收到一张纸条说你已经走了
All I got was a note saying you had gone.
我知道我不是个完美的丈夫
I know I wasn't a perfect husband.
我也没少逃避 但是
I did my fair share of running, too, but...
我回来了
...I came back.
不是因为某种义务
Not because of some obligation,
而是因为我无法想象没有...
but because I couldn't imagine a life without...
没有你的生活
...without you.
你知道吗
And you know what?
我还是想象不到
I still can't.
但我还活在其中
But I'm still living it.
但这种生活支离破碎 我支离破碎
But it's broken. I'm broken.
而我不能修复这一切
And I can't fix it.
这就是我现在拥有的生活
This is the life I have now.
也是我从今以后的生活
This is the life from now on.
没有你的
The life...
生活
...without you.
你本该在这里 在我的身边 宝贝
You were supposed to be here with me, baby.
但现在你不在了
And now you're not.
也永远不会在了
And you never will be.
我很抱歉
I'm sorry.
妈妈?
Mom?
嘿 儿子 我没吵醒你吧?
Oh, hey, son. I didn't wake you, did I?
没有 没关系的
No, it's okay.
嘿 我能给你倒杯酒吗
Hey, can I pour you a drink?
别告诉你妈就行
Just don't tell your mother.
我不觉得我应该喝酒
I don't think I'm supposed to.
来吧 为了庆祝嘛
Oh, come on. It's a celebration.
我们在庆祝什么?
What are we celebrating?
你 我的儿子 一名英雄
You, my son, the hero.
我不是英雄
I am not a hero.
你绝对是
Sure you are.
我不是 人们一直这么叫我 但这是个谎言
No. People keep calling me that, but it's a lie.
那他们为什么要颁给你这个呢
Then why did they give you that?
很重 对吧?
It's heavy, am I right?
戴着它我没法呼吸了
I can't breathe with this thing on.
爸爸 帮我摘下来
Dad. Help me take it off.
不行 儿子 抱歉
No, son. Sorry.
那是属于你的
That one's yours.
但我确实给你做了点东西
Mm! But I did make you something.
我觉得你会喜欢的
Oh, I think you're gonna love it.
里面有所有你没能救下的人
It's got all the people that you didn't save.
很抱歉我没能救你 爸爸
I'm sorry I couldn't save you, Dad.
我本该救你的 孩子
I was supposed to save you, kid.
但现在我想你得自救了
Now I guess you got to save yourself.
你闻到了吗
Do you smell that?
阿西娜
Athena!
阿西娜!
Athena!
阿西娜
Athena!
嘿 阿西娜
Hey! Athena!
嘿 阿西娜 你能听到我吗
Hey, Athena, can you hear me?
来 宝贝
Come on. Come on, baby.
来吧
Come on. Come on.
阿西娜 能听到吗
Athena, can you hear me?
醒醒 宝贝
Come on, baby. Come on.
回到我身边 来吧
All right, come back to me. Come on.
回到我身边
Come back to me.
来吧
Come on.
来吧 宝贝 醒醒
Come on, baby, come on.
来吧 阿西娜 醒醒
Come on, Athena. Come on. Come on.
这就对了 好
There you go. Yeah.
这就对了
There we go. Yeah.
好了 你没事了
Yep, there you go. You're all right.
保持呼吸 好吗
Yeah, you just breathe. You just breathe, okay?
嘿 在这边 过来
Hey, hey, hey, over here. Come on.
她吸入了很多烟 马上给她输氧
She took in a lot of smoke. Get some O2 on her, now.
纳什队长
Captain Nash!
Get the Lifepak!
去拿除颤仪
他的心跳停止了
His heart stopped.
充至一百焦
Charge to 100.
充能中
Charging.
离手
Clear.
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